It is a Friday- it’s melancholy not because it is Friday, but because I am in the process of leaving… getting things “done”, “organized”.
It means away from all that are dear to me.
The kids. The kids just had their birthdays- 20 and 22. How did they get to be so old? What does that tell about me? Last night my son was here, he left at 8:00 pm, his last words out the door were “I’ll get in touch”… Yet we had a very nice visit. We sat on the couch and looked at cell phones for sale online–those with no commitments, otherwise aslo known as “unlocked” phones. It was a nothing small thing, but it was BIG in so many ways– like relaxing together, laughing, making comments on old tv shows..
Hugging in the morning upon waking up was what the kids had gotten used to from me. It is still great feeling to do it after all these times.
My poor daughter’s birthday was “ordinary”. She showed up with her best friend and buddy Ben. He informed me that he is “in a relationship”! “Oh”, I said. “What happened to “I’m not ready”, and “I’m too busy, there are a lot of things I want to do first..”
Anyway, time is speeding past. I needed some surgery done. On three areas… I hope all turns out well. I have not scheduled the date because there is not enough money. Aiayyy!! Friday blues spare me! Go away! Your antidote is here on Saturday!
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