Sitting under a Tree: The Feeling of Invisibility -in the middle of a crowd but who sees..? Chattering people I hear around me What important issue could there be? I hear the tones of laughter, the saying of thank you It is the end of a Sunday’s service I sit under this tree People around me yet I am nowhere they see. Merciless heat tamed … Continue reading Aloneness Invisively
“We are one with our community in the desire to live a healthy, happy life. In that desire, we must link up arm in arm so as not to leave anyone behind.” Notes on moving to the Tropics, the wide-eyed optimism in building the Resort, assimilating with a foreign culture, not knowing better, now in 20/20 hindsight is disappointing To share the Bounty that God … Continue reading Mission Downgraded to Improbable
The title pretty much sums it up, the reasons.. well.. is there a justified reason really? On a superficial level, the excuse is that my hair is all bleached out silver for a dark haired gal. It made me look old. And unkempt. I wasn’t going to present myself in public this way.. I never have before and I’m not going to start now. The … Continue reading A Christian’s conscious Decision not to go to Church on a Sunday
pt 2 semi- bio: How to even survive much else- Friends? A sister, a husband, family sometimes are the cruelest What should it feel when your spouse (understandably an ex now) tells you you have something wrong with you because you don’t have friends? That your heart is black that’s why no one would make friends with you? At the time this “comment” was directed … Continue reading When a Relationship Becomes a Battleground.. sister
“Old-fashioned notions Disjointed expectations Unresolved resolutions Panic of dissolution” “What are these but crazy illusions Of a heart that’s mired in dilutions Love it is to a mind’s anticipation When in fact it is the deranged culprit- emotion!” To your paramour you confess So sure to yourself of success You never once considered The maiden’s no desire of your advances Man, why do you do … Continue reading Many Times You Were Told Beware Heart!
Jesus died for me, I honor this Beautiful Exchange and accept this privilege of eternal life offered to me for FREE I accept You, Lord Jesus Matthew 24 2 “Do you not see all these things? Assuredly, I say to you, not one stone shall be left here upon another, that shall not be thrown down.” 9 “Then they will deliver you up to tribulation … Continue reading In a Beautiful Exchange
5/7/2009 Ruthie, may you smile upon *us from on high 7/6/2019 update: “us” with asterisk because your son was a jerk later on in 2013. For the way you brought him up your class never reflected on him one bit. If you can find a way, change him because he’s careening down to hell faster than a boulder rolling downhill originally written May 7, 2009 Happy … Continue reading Happy Mother’s Day in Heaven
To my Son, an ode to a young man from a mother’s heart Originally written July 16, 2008 To My Son, You’re the BEST!!How could I ask for anything more from God?When I look at YOU, given me my wishI know HE gave to me everything HE had!! Where did the days go?Did I miss a week?It seem the day is always hereEvery day is … Continue reading Thrive on your New Adventure- You’re the Best!
THE End. Time indeed has come… The Most Famous Voice is Silenced, can you spare a Sympathy? Most of all- Have you LIVED today? originally written July 7, 2009 the microphone was silent- the one who loved that microphone- used it effectively to talk to the world… …is silent today, June 25, 2009 you see the face, you don’t hear the voice. SAD the silence. … Continue reading Michael Jackson R.I.P. A Closet Michael Jackson fan
Originally posted 5/17/2013, a brief An outline of a true ‘incident’ that happened a lifetime ago. It sounds like sci-fi and if anyone asked me then, I’d say “I don’t believe it” -the consciousness is an energy, formless, physical-less, and yet it talks, it converses, it does it’s internal dialogues, it recognizes connections to it’s physical form, -it sees -it recognizes -it KNOWS! -it is … Continue reading White Pea Soup- What? How, why does Consciousness Separate from It’s Physical?